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  • it’s been a bit of a year

    Thursday, February 4th, 2010

    It’s a year this sunday since the fires. The anticipation of a heartbreaking anniversary is often much worse than its reality, so i’m posting this today.

    I’d thought i’d inevitably write something in honour of it – perhaps something about what we know now – but i realise that i don’t know anything, except that we’re human; frighteningly and amazingly human… and how foolish i was to think before last year that i knew what fragility and resilience looked like. And how foolish i am to imagine that because i’ve seen just a fragment of that humanness, fragility and resilience up close over the last year, that i even now have any knowledge of it.

    So instead of words, just silence. and a prayer to something, someone – perhaps just to life itself – of both anger and gratitude that this is what being human is. And love to those who know that so much more than me.

    jesus2000

    Monday, February 1st, 2010

    very cool:

    JESUS2000 from jesus 2000 on Vimeo.

    precious

    Monday, February 1st, 2010

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    Yesterday, quite unexpectedly, I ended up at both the Ron Mueck exhibition at the NGV, and then a pre-release showing of the movie Precious.

    I’ve seen a lot of Ron Mueck’s pieces, in different places around the world, but nothing prepared me for what it would be like to see them together. His work is human sculptures, sometimes huge, sometimes tiny – all captured in what seem like transition moments; thin places, as such. I swear they have souls.

    The review in the paper said that the crowd reaction was half the experience, and it was right. Normally when we come face to face with installations about humanity we don’t like what we see. We half turn away from it, and each other. I think it frightens us, maybe, or disgusts us… But people were walking around this one smiling, talking to each other. It was like this celebration of what connects us, rather than an avoidance of it. It’s hard to describe, but it’s different to how i’ve seen a crowd at an exhibition before.

    boat

    Every time someone would approach one of the sculptures they would search out the eyes first and look into them. I did too. It was an unconscious, instinctive reaction. I think we were looking for wisdom or truth, and without being trite, it felt like we might have seen it.

    [these photos were all taken on my phone - there are some great photos here]

    Two older women, approaching ‘Youth‘:
    W1: is that a stab wound?
    W2: i think it’s from barbed wire.
    W1: no he’s been stabbed.
    [momentary pause]
    W1: i hate it when young people wear their trousers so their underwear shows. do they do that in brisbane too?


    In the afternoon we went to see Precious, which opens in Melbourne this week. It’s as beautiful and confronting as all the reports say. One of those films you feel lucky to have seen – like a life you feel privileged to have witnessed. I was nervous it would be too Hollywood – that it would be a story about someone rescuing Precious from her life, but while she had her champions, and couldn’t have done it without them, it was always a story about her courage and her determination.

    This was the moment of the film that won me over. It was Precious’ first day at the new school. Her teacher Blu asks her to say something to the class:

    Precious: I never talked in class before.
    Blu: How did that make you feel?
    Precious: Here. It made me feel like I was here.

    coming up this year…

    Friday, January 29th, 2010

    I can’t wait to show you all the stuff we’ve been working on here, but it will need to wait a few weeks yet… but i’ve been super inspired this week by Kevin Cooley’s videos, these installations, and this paper work

    I thought I should check in and remind people of what’s coming up in the next few months. Firstly, I’m in Adelaide in the second week of March, joining Jonny Baker, Steve Taylor, Craig Mitchell and a host of others at a series of workshops and public installations entitled ‘Spirit of Wonder’, coinciding with the Adelaide Fringe Festival. More information can be found here. The title of the installation that Jonny and I are curating, with the help of people from SA, is The Landscape of Desire. It’s the loveliest theme to work with…

    UK 2010

    And applications for the 2010 UK Greenbelt and beyond trip close at the end of February. More information and a registration form are available here. This is shaping up to be better than ever… I really can’t wait.

    faith isn’t faith…

    Thursday, January 21st, 2010

    Luckily, a well placed silence is a great thing. The lack of posts here haven’t been deliberately crafted, just a result of making things rather than writing them. It’s been lovely.

    I was in Adelaide on Tuesday, just for the day, doing some planning for the February event that Jonny Baker and I are curating. Craig Mitchell flashed a book in front of me, and the page I read included this quote that’s been reverberating in my thinking since:

    ‘Faith isn’t faith unless it involves a significant risk of failure…’

    Which may mean that if we aren’t failing, we aren’t acting enough in faith… after all, success isn’t the primary result we look for; acting faithfully is.

    And from Monday’s trip to Marysville and Kinglake, in the fog and hail:

    kinglake_fog

    never say a commonplace thing

    Tuesday, January 12th, 2010

    My colleague Sarah sent me this link to an amazing blogpost about museums inviting public participation and response through the opportunity to write letters.

    The last four points are fantastic advice to anyone thinking about curating responsive worship stations:

    What makes these visitor response stations so successful?
    - They force people to slow down. Whether you are working a typewriter or writing longhand at a writing desk, the overall experience implies focus, intent, and taking your time.
    - They have an intended audience. When you write a letter to someone, even someone dead or fictitious, you know who you are writing to. You have a clear image of that person in your mind, and you are motivated by your desire to connect with them, not a general desire to express yourself.
    - They imply a response. When you send someone a letter, it’s the beginning of a conversation. In the case of the John Murray Archive exhibition, staff continue that conversation. In the other two examples, while visitors don’t receive a response, they have opened up a mental conversation with Snoopy or Jack Kerouac to continue at their leisure.
    - All of these stations were well-designed to fit into the overall exhibit experience. Letter-writing was the heart of John Murray’s enterprise. The typewriter was central to both Snoopy and Jack Kerouac’s stories. These visitor response stations were natural to the stories being told, and they were designed thoughtfully using the same kinds of tools as those that produced artifacts on display. The response stations allowed visitors to stay within the emotional space of the exhibits rather than wresting them out into a generic comment board or book.

    If I were to distil everything i’ve learnt about curating stations it would come down to this: make sure the response arises from the installation, rather than simply being a predictable action [never get people lighting candles just because people like lighting candles...]; leave things unfinished and questions unanswered, so it relies on participation to continue the story; make it as personal and relevant as possible, recognising that each person has a story that they want to be told…

    angels

    Thursday, January 7th, 2010

    Ross and I went into Port Phillip as planned on christmas day… I took the printed orders of service complete with their carols, only to discover that the cd player that was going to accompany the singing was commandeered by the catholics who were leading a service in the mainstream chapel [which was fair, it's their cd player]… ‘Well,’ i said, with much more enthusiasm than i felt, ‘we’re going to sing anyway. The worst that can happen is that it’s a disaster.’

    I’ve learnt, over the last few months, that the expected never happens. I’m used to the significant moment in the worship being when we light the candles, or when we’ve finally finished all the words, and after the blessing there’s a long period of silence. That’s the point at which peace seems to descend. But this time it was in the a’capella renditions of ‘Away in the manger’ and ‘Silent night’ – songs chosen in the hope that the men who can’t read would at least know the first verses, and could simply repeat them as often as the carols required. They did. And we stumbled through the verses with infinitely more enthusiasm than ability, stopping between them to listen to the loudspeaker announcements about medication, breakfast, and the morning program… Forget any cathedral children’s choir, in spite of it being hopelessly out of tune and out of time, I have a hunch this was as close to angels singing as you could ever hope to hear.

    I still don’t think we could sing on any other day but christmas – but there’s something about christmas in the prison that makes everyone who’s at the service determined to make it work. And perhaps there’s something about being used to having no dignity that lets you sing as though no one is listening. In most of the events that I’m part of, I assume that my ‘audience’ is cynical – that i will have to break through that cynicism in order for people to engage. I think the cynicism is justified [though perhaps i'm justifying my own by saying that!] – we’ve been offered cheap cliches and hackneyed promises too often – but i’ve also realised it’s a luxury of those for whom faith is an option. In the prison, the men are on side from the moment we walk in the door. They want – need? – it to work much more than i do, which makes, as i’ve said before, an overwhelming responsibility. They’ll search out the moment of transcendence in the most awkward of liturgies. Just the fact that we’ve turned up means it’s christmas… People kept insinuating that i was doing something noble by going into the prison on christmas day, but in reality it’s hard to imagine anything more humbling, or any role more privileged. How very lucky i am.

    night lights

    Wednesday, January 6th, 2010

    This made me very happy today

    nightlights

    In this installation YesYesNo teamed up with The Church, Inside Out Productions and Electric Canvas to turn the Auckland Ferry Building into an interactive playground. Our job was to create an installation that would go beyond merely projection on buildings and allow viewers to become performers, by taking their body movements and amplifying them 5 stories tall.

    [watch the flash on the website - it's gorgeous]

    stay awake to the world

    Monday, January 4th, 2010

    In the darkest places, you discover you are real to yourself and one another. And if you’re not called – mercifully – to such places, you will need disciplines of thinking and imagination to keep yourself real: to fight off easy answers, false gods, stifling systems. Prayer is one such discipline, essential and focal for people of faith; but there are others. We can still choose honesty or dishonesty. We can still choose what Chesterton called the ‘easy speeches that comfort cruel men’; or we can choose to face how vulnerable we all are and how much we need to fight against our fear of one other if trust and hope and love are to prevail when all is done. The challenge is how we stay awake to how the world is – and to how it can yet be changed.

    - Rowan Williams

    How I would like to live this year: choosing honesty; choosing to face how vulnerable we all are; choosing to stay awake to the world.

    light in the darkness – christmas day in the prison

    Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009

    christmas day_1cover

    The story tells us
    that it’s those who wait in the world’s shadows
    who are the first to know of the Christ-child,
    born into darkness
    bringing great light.

    So we gather as those who carry the rumour of peace
    and the truth of love
    into a world longing for light.
    We gather as those who pray for the justice
    another is waiting for,
    who speak the hope another needs to breathe.

    This is a pdf of the handout for Christmas day in the prison… there’s a reflection in the middle which isn’t included in the handout, which is made up of questions – what do you need to hear from the story [that the birth of God is told first to those who the world would least trust and believe? that love can be born even when it seems impossible?], and what do you need to say yes to [the gift of peace? the promise of justice?].

    And yes, we’re singing – which i suspect will be a monumental disaster! But the lovely thing about doing stuff in the prison is that the men are much more forgiving than any other group i’ve worked with…

    becoming storytellers

    Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009

    it’s hard to imagine a better trio of storytellers to learn from… Julie Perrin, Jeanette Acland and Christina Rowntree are offering this opportunity at the beginning of next year…

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    Do you wonder about how to enliven the stories you tell in your ministry setting? Would you like to spend time learning the storyteller’s craft? There are techniques that will help you tell stories with confidence and keep your audience interested! Great storytellers do practice their craft and spend time rehearsing. Three local storytellers are willing to share their secrets with you and help you find your authentic voice.

    At the very start of 2010 we are offering Becoming Storytellers, where we will immerse ourselves in sacred stories, learn memory aides, embody the story and tell to each other. There will also be opportunities for individual coaching during the course. Stories will be drawn from the Bible and beyond, and Godly Play will be introduced as one of several story forms.

    The course is presented primarily as an introduction for school chaplains, children and family workers, ministers and others who seek to tell sacred stories. Previous participants have found greater confidence and courage to tell stories. Here’s what they say:

    “Great presenters, loved their art! I have picked up some skills and feel confident to use them….”
    “I would do this course again because there was so much valuable content….”
    “I would recommend this course to others….”
    “Well planned, well delivered, well received!”

    Becoming Storytellers begins with a Story Immersion on Friday 29 and Saturday 30 January, then continues over five Wednesday evenings in February, and culminates in a shared telling on Wednesday 3 March.

    Venue: Centre for Theology and Ministry, 1 Morrison Close, Parkville
    Cost: $395 for early birds who register before 18 December, or $420.00 by 15 January, 2010
    Maximum Participant Numbers: 16
    Led by: Julie Perrin, Jeanette Acland and Christina Rowntree
    Register your interest: please contact info@ctm.uca.edu.au for a brochure. Enquiries to chris.rowntree@ctm.uca.edu.au or phone 03 9340 8813

    longing for night

    Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009

    i long for night
    for the darkness to claim the light
    so i can rest from hiding from the gaze of the world
    the cracks and dirt of my life

    i long for night
    to no longer be able to see
    where i end
    and the shadows begin

    i long for night
    for the whispered confidences
    that can be shared only when the harsh light of day
    can’t mock their half known truth

    i long for night
    for the hours of sleeping
    where i do not need to know
    or be, or do, or have.

    this is the longest day.
    i pray the night will come.

    the waiting space

    Monday, December 21st, 2009

    I think I’ve mentioned a couple of times that we have been designing waiting space advent installations for a couple of the temporary accommodation villages in the parts of Victoria that were devastated by bushfires last summer. It’s been a bit of a slow process – waiting until funding comes through, waiting until we can set up meetings, waiting until diaries get empty…

    In the next couple of weeks we’ll be delivering postcards to people at Kinglake and Marysville. They have a short introduction to the concept, a reflection, and then space for response – inviting people to finish the sentences ‘Waiting for…’ and ‘Grateful for…’. Their responses will be integrated into the next part of the space. This is different to how we imagined, but a few weeks ago we went to talk with people in the villages about our ideas for creating a waiting space, and they offered the same feedback in the two villages: they told us that a waiting space was important, but they also thought a space for gratefulness was just as important. So we’re integrating the two into the installation, in different ways.

    I’ve been a bit anxious [i like to find things to worry about] that the added time for consultation and development has meant that we will miss the advent period… but of course, the waiting doesn’t finish just because christmas is over. In fact, the lack of resolution of the waiting becomes even more poignant after Christmas… living through all the build up to find that nothing much seems to have changed. But much as we sometimes think it does, the christian calendar doesn’t create the world’s reality – just because it’s Christmas doesn’t mean the world has hope… but it seems this space fits quite beautifully within a post-christmas world: trying to honour the tension between promise and reality in a world that makes recognising either so desperately impossible.

    I don’t know how much of what we do I will put up here. It’s not really my story to tell, and the space doesn’t need advertising [and the people living in the villages don't need to be the focus of anyone's attention!]. But we’re incredibly grateful to the Share Appeal for funding it, and to the different artists / designers / chaplains etc who have made it possible…

    unwrap our darkness

    Sunday, December 20th, 2009

    unwrapourdarkness

    Jonny has posted a really lovely advent movie, using footage he made of sky lanterns at the Big Chill festival with words from a prayer I wrote a few years ago. I’d use it on christmas eve, i think. He’s made it available as a free download on vimeo – and proost subscribers can download from the Proost site. And let me put in a plug for Proost again – a subscription is extraordinary value, especially with the Australian dollar being so good at the moment…

    if there isn’t a god, we need to invent one fast

    Friday, December 18th, 2009

    I went into the prison last night to do worship with the men. All week i’ve had Ben Bell’s image of Mary sitting by my desk. She’s challenged every word I write. It’s been a nice way to work.

    Last night I had long conversations with a couple of the men, both of which i’ve been contemplating since. One brought home to me again the complexity of life, and the impossibility of redemption: he’s an older guy, in his early fifties, been in and out of prison for his adult life – the longest stretch out is 2 years 3 months, and this 12 year sentence is his longest stretch in. He’s due for release in a year or so. He’s one of the people I meet in prison who would scare me on the outside – but inside, I’ve had the chance to learn to like him. He sat next to me and we watched the tv for a while. We talked a bit about the week, and after a while he said, It’s killing me in here. It’s doing my head in. I asked what it was that did that – it’s the grind of the every day, he said. It’s the same, for the whole of my life. I can’t wait to be out of here. I asked him what he planned to do when he got out, and he talked about the bender he was planning to go on, and then about the safe he was going to rob. He caught my look, and answered it: crime’s the only thing I know how to do, he said. To which I replied with the obvious truth: but you’re no good at crime, you keep getting caught. And as I said it, i realised the deeper truth. This is home, he said, confirming it. I don’t belong anywhere else.

    If the impossibility of his life isn’t enough to make you cry when you’re driving home down Bell Street, I don’t know what would.

    searching for the faith

    Thursday, December 17th, 2009

    We’re using this this afternoon in Port Phillip Prison…

    Perhaps this Christmas you are searching for the peace that Mary found -
    the peace that let her have the world believe whatever it wanted about her;
    the peace that came from believing that God’s story of love
    might be told through her too.

    Perhaps you are searching for the joy that Mary found -
    the joy that came from knowing that such an unexpected, unwanted event in her life
    could somehow be turned into a much greater story
    which would speak love into a broken world
    and bring justice to those who have been oppressed.

    Perhaps you are searching for the courage that Mary found -
    the courage to say to the world
    ‘I might know where God is to be found
    and i might know how God can be made real’

    Perhaps you are searching for the faith that Mary found –
    to believe that God might want to bring something divine to life in you:
    love, perhaps,
    grace,
    forgiveness.

    Whether you are searching for peace, joy, courage or faith,
    Mary’s story lets us believe it might happen
    in the most impossible places
    and through the most unexpected people…

    It means we can know with faith that God’s story,
    brought to life once by a single pregnant teenager,
    might be brought to life again by us here.

    the impact of imprisonment on the community

    Wednesday, December 16th, 2009

    This was a great article in yesterday’s Age on our community’s instinct response to imprison criminals. From the article, written by Marie Segrave and Bree Carlton:

    The challenge for anyone interested in asking these questions is the accusation of ”going soft on crime”. Those who are concerned about the welfare and human rights of prisoners are represented as ”do gooders” who ignore the ”fact” that many of these individuals are beyond rehabilitation and redemption; many have committed terrible crimes and there are victims who continue to suffer as a consequence of these crimes…

    Women represent a notable case in point. Nationally women comprise the fastest-growing population in the prison community and between 2008 and 2009 the rate at which Victorian women are imprisoned has increased by 25 per cent, the highest level since the 19th century. The majority of women incarcerated in Victoria have been convicted for non-violent, drug-related offences, or are imprisoned as a consequence of fine default or welfare fraud. Many have committed crimes as a direct result of poverty and trauma. Women in prison are not generally violent or destructive individuals who present a threat to the community. Many have also been the subject of victimisation and are members of the most economically and socially marginalised communities in our state.

    Women who come into contact with the criminal justice system are often homeless; have experienced familial dysfunction, childhood sexual abuse and/or domestic violence; experience problems with substance addiction and abuse; suffer from post-traumatic stress disorder or mental illness that is undiagnosed or untreated; have poor physical health and/or a disability; have been made wards of the state early in their lives; and are often sole parents and have experienced the removal of their own children whether by the state or as a result of violent intimate relationships…

    It’s Christmas and How to make gravy, Paul Kelly’s imagining of a man’s letter from inside prison, resonates. It calls us to remember that while we celebrate the season and are distracted by short-term media cycles, there are practices of justice, sentencing and imprisonment that are becoming more firmly entrenched with each passing day, with consequences we have so far largely ignored.

    in the space

    Tuesday, December 15th, 2009

    the missing verses between Luke 2:6 and Luke 2:7

    and in the space
    between the full stop
    and the capital letter
    lies the untold story of
    the birth of a baby

    of the first moment she guessed it was starting
    an unfamiliar pain
    the rush of fluid
    the cramping force
    halting and hesitant
    then fierce and determined

    in the space between the full stop
    and the capital letter
    lies the moment she told him
    it’s time
    and he realised he’d never believed
    that it was real

    in the space between the full stop
    and the capital letter
    lies hours of screaming
    terrifying
    heart-stopping
    blood-curdling
    pain
    till her fingers dig into the dirt
    of the floor
    and the wood
    of the wall
    and the skin
    of his hand
    and she wondered
    he wondered
    how she would
    survive

    in the space between the full stop
    and the capital letter
    lies his breathless anticipation
    the worry when it all begins
    that it will never end
    that it will all go wrong
    when it’s taking too long
    and then it’s happening too fast
    and then suddenly the desperation of the last final
    push
    and the rush
    of the blood
    and the fluid
    and the baby
    oh – the baby
    slippery and sweet
    and screaming
    thank god

    in the space between the full stop
    and the capital letter
    lies the bloodied body of the new born christ
    a boy
    and did they wonder at his eyelashes
    and his tiny lips
    and did they breathe with relief
    that the God born from her womb
    was normal
    with real tears
    and a heartbeat

    and did they wish the space
    between the full stop
    and the capital letter
    were longer
    that the story we know
    ended there
    and that the world lost interest
    at the end of one sentence
    so the next wouldn’t have to begin…

    for all we know

    Tuesday, December 15th, 2009

    Mary

    We’ll use this image by Ben Bell, alongside a version of the poem below on Thursday in the prison…

    For all we know,
    before Mary sang her song of joy
    she wept tears of frustration
    despair
    and heartbreak.

    I like to think she did.

    For all we know,
    before Mary welcomed God’s action with delight,
    she fought what was happening to her
    and she resented the presumption
    of the divine.

    For all we know,
    for at least a moment
    and probably longer,
    Mary was bewildered,
    distraught
    and lost.

    The miracle we celebrate today
    may somehow seem more impossible
    than the idea that Mary got pregnant
    or that God became human.
    It’s that in the face of devastation
    and from deep within the truth of heartbreak and desolation
    there might still come
    unbidden
    a moment of joy.

    deviations from the norm

    Tuesday, December 15th, 2009

    I spent yesterday at Narana with a group of people from the United Aboriginal and Islander Christian Congress [UAICC], working on some communication and education resources for some presentations they will be doing next year.

    Have I mentioned I love my job?

    When i got home last night I read this book review on Jonny’s blog about Steve Bevans’ book, An Introduction to Theology in Global Perspective. Yesterday we’d been talking about the belief that God’s spirit was present in the land before Christianity arrived with the white people, and about the complexity of communicating that with people who believe that salvation begins and ends with the revelation of Jesus. While I was listening to the conversation it occurred to me again how weird it is that we are guided in our theology by those with doctorates, rather than by those who rely on the theology for their survival. I was reminded of Sallie McFague’s idea of deviations from the norm [which i've talked about before]… and how at christmas we are reminded that God is born from the womb of an unmarried middle eastern girl, not from the head of a middle-class, educated western theologian. And I wonder why, at christmas, we don’t search out more unmarried pregnant middle eastern girls to hear what God is doing now…

    I was reminded again of that in the prison last week – it’s the conversion i always have there. I could quite happily do without faith, myself. And I’d really rather not have it. But I’m convicted of its necessity by the people who rely on it simply to survive. And they are the ones who remind me what God can and can’t do. They disabuse me of my fantasies and clever thoughts. And the best i can hope i offer is that God is made real in the space between us when we do the things that faith does.

    I was about to buy Steve Bevans’ book when i realised the irony of that. So instead I’ve ordered some more indigenous theology, to broaden what i’ve already read… so i start listening again to the voices i find hardest to hear, in order to have even the smallest confidence that what i say and write has any credibility at all.

    back soon

    Thursday, December 3rd, 2009

    i’ll be away for the next week, moving back into my apartment. I’m sure it will be lovely to be back there, but I’m going to miss this view from my balcony…

    balloons

    christmas resources

    Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009

    I’ve added Christmas services from previous years into the Resources and Downloads section of the Worship in Prison page of this site [click on the Worship in Prison link above]. If they’re helpful, please feel free to use and adapt…

    an embryo of hope

    Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009

    for Port Phillip Prison tomorrow… still to be tweaked

    banksy-palestine-balloon-girl

    We’ll be laying out a different image of the balloon girl in the centre of the worship space – towards the end of the service we’ll invite the men to light tealights and place them on the balloons… i love this image, but couldn’t find it in high res so we’re going to print it out small to give to each of the men with the following meditation attached. The bible reading will be Luke 1:26-38

    there are few things more fragile
    than an embryo of hope

    given its chance of life only by those who say ‘yes’
    to its promise

    like the prophets who said yes to God’s urging
    Mary who said yes to an angel
    and Joseph who said yes to his Mary

    like the people of faith through all of time
    who have said yes to the promise of love

    and as we sit by the side of our wall
    - whatever that wall might be –
    surrounded by the rubble and rubbish
    of broken dreams and lives

    what faith does it take to imagine
    an embryo of hope
    being brought to life here?

    what ‘yes’ are you able to say
    for it to be born in our world?

    when advent isn’t about waiting

    Monday, November 30th, 2009

    i’m preparing a meditation for Port Phillip Prison on Thursday night – the first in a series I’m doing there through December.

    Last year we focussed the service around the question ‘what are you waiting for?’ – and i realised after getting about 15 seconds into the first service that what we were doing was actually terribly cruel and unhelpful. For many of the men it’s too painful to acknowledge what they’re waiting for, because they know how fragile its possibility is. Instead of that they obsess with the unrealistic dream – dreaming of that won’t hurt them in the same way that believing their lives will be different can.

    I think faith is not about trusting that things will be alright in the future, but believing that this moment does not define us or our future… So this year I think we’ll ask the question about how faith changes this moment we’re living in [i like the immediacy that advent provokes: for the future to be changed, this moment must be changed - and we need to be part of that preparation for the birth of hope and love]. So advent will be less a time of waiting and more a time of actively participating in creating a different possibility for life right now.

    perhaps, in prison anyway, the faithful question in advent is not ‘what are you waiting for?’ but ‘how do i need to live now for hope to have its birth?’

    It’s just turned December
    and the air is already thick with promises of love
    and words of justice, hope and peace.

    But promises can be made easily
    by those who do not know the cost of their failure;
    who do not know how cruel it is
    to have love lie just out of our reach.

    So if a promise of love would destroy you this advent
    let having faith simply mean this:

    we will let the idea of love be possible
    and we will live so that one day it is.

    the futile gesture

    Friday, November 27th, 2009

    Taken on the phone, around the corner from home…

    takehope

    UK 2010 – Oxygen

    Thursday, November 26th, 2009

    Nic Fleming and I have been meeting for the last couple of days to put some flesh to our ideas for the UK trip in 2010. One of this year’s participants said the trip was like oxygen, so we’ve stolen the word…

    UK 2010

    We begin the trip with Greenbelt festival, and then split into two groups after that. Nic is leading the group exploring contextual expressions of community:

    This group will explore possibilities for developing new forms of church. We’ll engage in conversations with communities involved in developing ‘Fresh Expressions’ of church in the UK; consider the underlying theology and principles of post-church or emerging church communities; explore connections between the church and social space; and talk together about how we can engage our learnings in our own contexts. We’ll also spend time simply being inspired.

    My group will explore transformative public spaces:

    This group will spend a week exploring how culture and spirituality can connect to create spaces and moments of transformation in public places. We’ll explore art galleries and public exhibitions, with time set aside each day to reflect with theologians, artists and people who might provoke our thinking and imaginations. In turn, we’ll reflect on how we might create such spaces in our own contexts. This tour will be of particular interest to those who are exploring spirituality and faith outside the church context, and for those who are looking for inspiration and ideas on the way.

    Download information and a registration form here: UK 2010 expression of interest

    i do love a map metaphor…

    Tuesday, November 24th, 2009

    you were the paper on which my life’s map was drawn

    the contours of my life
    the topography
    and the landmarks on my horizon
    found their shape on you

    i knew my north
    by the compass
    imprinted on your skin

    and though i know i’ve walked this road before
    it’s now strangely un-navigable
    unfamiliar
    unbelievable

    i knew where i was once
    but i drew the map
    on you

    christmas spirit

    Friday, November 20th, 2009

    You do not need to feel joy
    or be happy
    to have the Christmas spirit.

    The Christmas spirit
    is simply having faith
    that the story may be made real again:

    That love will be born,
    even here.

    If you can, this Christmas
    leave space for the miracle:
    Let there be hope.
    Let peace be real.
    Let love be born in this place again.

    barren

    Thursday, November 19th, 2009

    for those who are barren in a season of fertility…

    i like the first part of hannah’s story
    not the second
    i like the barrenness
    the shouting
    the rage
    the inconsolability
    in the unfairness of life

    the miracle annoys me
    coming with its bland rush that belies the interminability
    of what went before
    in a flash, an instant
    [the time taken between a full stop and a capital letter]
    the world is recast
    and the one whose miracle doesn’t come
    is left behind.

    all that’s left in the story for the voice of the other
    - for the one who doesn’t fit the message -
    is the tiny space between one sentence ending
    and another beginning.

    christmas

    Tuesday, November 17th, 2009

    Let me say straight up that if you’re looking for christmas inspiration, head straight to Proost… Whatever would we do without them? [and there are also a few things on this site from previous christmas and advent seasons - do a search and see what turns up].

    We’re not doing a basement space this year – instead we’re creating some installations for the temporary accommodation villages in the bushfire affected areas in Victoria. These villages have been created to accommodate people whose houses were burnt out during the February bushfires, so they each have a population of a couple of hundred people. We’re going to be putting a sacred space into the villages at Kinglake and Marysville, and if all goes to plan, to mirror the space in a public location here in the city. They will be on the theme of waiting – appropriate for the season, but also responsive to the reality of people living in these communities, where they are trying to keep living though their lives are on hold… The Share Appeal have given us a really generous grant which means we can pay the artists who are involved, and it’s shaping up to be quite a beautiful space. The space will grow and change a little over christmas, through summer and then for the anniversary of the fires.

    I’m also working on a series of meditation spaces for Port Phillip Prison during Advent, and a service for Christmas Day.

    I miss having a basement space to think about at the moment – whether on a christmas theme or any other. The between the spaces collaborators are meeting for a drink on sunday – we’ve got some plans for next year that are really exciting…

    raw

    Monday, November 16th, 2009

    My colleague, Sarah, and I were talking this morning about the apology that Australia’s prime minister made today to the 500 000 of Australians who as children were placed in state care and were abused while living there. The prime minister, in writing his speech, asked one of the men who had survived the abuse to write of the impact of his experience. ‘You can’t write tears on paper,’ was his reply.

    Yesterday I went to the service of remembrance for victims of road trauma, which is organised by my colleague Andy. It was at Parliament House here in Melbourne – a beautiful and heart wrenching expression of grief and brokenness… and then this morning i had a conversation about services for advent and christmas in Port Phillip prison. The world seems filled with sad and raw people today; people too aware of fragility and mortality. Of course, we’re always aware of that on some level, but we have to live in some kind of denial most of the time because its immensity paralyses us…

    a welcome for a remembrance service

    Welcome

    if you have come here in search of understanding
    company
    and solace
    you are welcome

    if you are desolate with grief
    love
    regret
    perhaps guilt
    you are welcome

    whether you feel abandoned
    lonely
    afraid
    embraced
    you are welcome

    whether you have seen a glimmer of peace
    or you know only of its absence
    you are welcome

    if you don’t know how to survive
    or if you are here as proof that life continues
    you are welcome

    if you have come here out of duty
    or because there is nowhere else to go
    you are welcome.

    We cannot promise much today.

    we can’t promise that you will leave feeling better
    or that we will make life easier

    we would like to promise peace or hope
    but you know those things are hard fought
    and seldom won

    we can say only that you are welcome

    even – and especially – the most fragile parts of you
    too raw to let the world
    and yourself
    see

    you are welcome.

    the spirit and the imagination

    Friday, November 13th, 2009

    Craig Mitchell sent through the following… it looks great. I think i’d go even if i wasn’t, well, going…

    the spirit and the imagination www_Page_1

    It’s in Adelaide, March 8-12 2010. The registration form can be downloaded here: the spirit and the imagination

    whimsy

    Thursday, November 12th, 2009

    I would like to be a taker
    this Christmas.

    I’d like to trust that the gift is right there
    in front of me
    with the card that speaks my name

    and that it’s mine to unwrap.

    I’d like to hope that it might hold love,
    grace too,
    and faith.

    I’ll need to apologise
    in advance
    for holding on so tight

    i can scarcely believe
    that it might be mine.

    dangerous territory

    Thursday, November 12th, 2009

    i have an article in this month’s Journal for the Jewish Museum of Australia, relating to their current exhibition ‘Women in the Bible: Tricksters, Victors and (M)others’

    It reads like this:

    There’s a beautiful story, told in all four of the Christian Gospels, of a woman who enters a house where Jesus is having a meal and anoints his head with oil. Even through the words used to tell the story are sparse, it’s obvious something profound takes place between them. As the Gospels of Matthew and Mark describe it, Jesus is moved to say, ‘Wherever the Gospel is proclaimed in the whole world, what she has done will be told in remembrance of her.’

    It’s quite likely that at least one of the gospels is describing a different event to the others, but in their re-telling the stories have most commonly been conflated into the one tradition. It’s ironic, given Jesus’ proclamation that she would be remembered, that the woman isn’t even named in the story as it’s told in three of the Gospels, and she’s identified only as Mary in the fourth. But that hasn’t stopped people creating a character around her in the two thousand years since: various mythologies have developed, claiming first that she was Mary Magdalene, one of the women who appears in a number of other stories in the Gospels, linking her to this Mary’s unsubstantiated reputation as a prostitute. Other traditions, while not supporting the connection with Mary Magdalene, still hold that only a woman of ill-repute would participate in such an action, which therefore means she must have been an adulteress. These traditions have taken such a hold that almost every Biblical commentary, reflection or sermon on the story now begins with a discussion of the woman’s identity – the rumour has become more easily recognised than the story itself. She is inextricably linked with a reputation that is entirely undeserved. She is remembered not for what she did, but for a fabricated image of who she was.

    In this story, and in the way it’s been treated throughout Christian history, we a have a tiny glimpse at the bitter-sweet relationship that the Christian faith has with the stories of women. It seems that so much of the tradition just doesn’t know what to do with the stories that shatter the preconceptions we have about the place of women in God’s story. At different points in Christian history, most of the Biblical stories of women have become tools to promote a particular agenda about the way women should act, and which expressions of faithfulness will be honoured. When a woman’s story becomes too important and subversive, the Christian tradition has an embarrassing tendency to shift focus; to demean her character, so that the telling of her story will always be associated with morality and virtue, rather than courage and wisdom.

    We enter dangerous territory when we create, out of religious stories, a mandate for our moral predilections. The stories in the Christian biblical tradition don’t work like that. The Gospels themselves are filled with stories where people were challenged by Jesus for interpreting faith with a worldview of morality and relationship in place. Instead, we are told, the story of faith is to be read into our worldview, confronting our stereotypes and prejudices.

    After all, when we scrape away the historical interpretations, there are many wonderful stories of women encountering the Divine and responding – sometimes faithfully, sometimes unsure; with courage, with fear, with anger, with delight, with tears, with determination. They change the world; they change themselves. Some of them are prostitutes; all of them are remarkable. And when the Christian tradition has had the courage to remember and honour their actions, these woman become powerful expressions of how all people of faith can be co-collaborators in the story of the world’s transformation through love and grace. And one day we’ll have the wisdom to remember them like that.

    44 days to go…

    Wednesday, November 11th, 2009

    I’m putting words together today for an advent / christmas / summer space in the bushfire region’s temporary accommodation villages. Except there are no words.

    I don’t know how to speak of faith
    anymore
    - or its absence -
    from this landscape of burnt trees
    and souls.

    And when i start to speak of peace and joy,
    of waiting and hoping,
    my words trail off
    to nothing
    but cliches;

    poor substitutes in the absence of truth.

    I don’t know if there is language to make sense
    of who we are now
    and who god is now -

    now we know how wrong we were.

    so i am here in the silence
    waiting for words to come
    or the gift of faith
    or for god to be born
    again.

    the wall

    Tuesday, November 10th, 2009

    As we all know, this week is the 20th anniversary of the Berlin Wall coming down. I remember clearly when it happened. I don’t recall any sense of the gravity or amazing-ness of it all: as i understood it then, of course walls came down – that was what we marched / fought / protested for. No oppression was permanent. Everything was possible.

    I know better now.

    Except the wall came down. How bloody amazing was that?

    the last of the water [i promise]

    Monday, November 9th, 2009

    I had a column in yesterday’s Age, which I’m told was on line but I was away all weekend and missed it… It was a reworking of this blog post, and it’s here as a pdf: water_theage

    smoke [and mirrors?]

    Thursday, November 5th, 2009

    I was speaking today at a forum at St Michael’s in melbourne – welcome if you’ve ended up here after that.

    The forum was the last of a year long exploration of restorative justice, and today’s topic was evangelism – what words of faith bring restoration and transformation in our society and with individuals. I think it was a good day, although I find the idea of me talking about evangelism somewhat bewildering.

    I said I’d put up the videos I used today. The first was part of this video on Bill Viola’s installation Ocean without a shore. The installation is now part of the permanent collection at the NGV in melbourne. [i connected that in with an exploration of how faith is a story of re-humanising the dehumanised - finding and living within our human-ness.]

    The other two videos below were part of the basement space we did after the bushfires in February. more accurately, the first video was part of that space…

    smoke_1

    smoke_2

    We were asking today which was the more authentic evangelism: whether asking the great existential questions can be sometimes be more faithful than having the answers to those questions. To be honest, i don’t actually care whether it is or isn’t. I just know i’ve only got questions left…

    strange maps

    Wednesday, November 4th, 2009

    I seem to have this thing for maps recently. I’ve noticed over the last few years that there’s almost always an underlying theme that shapes my thinking: water was it for a while; maps, or a sense of ‘this place’ seems to be it now. My head is overflowing with ideas about knowing where we are, the landscape we live in, the ground we walk on…

    Part of the reason is that I saw some brilliant exhibitions while I was in the UK – the Richard Long exhibition, for example, which was all about knowing where we are and seeing the world we walk through… Part of it is also coming back from the UK and finding myself unexpectedly living somewhere new.

    I’m living at the moment in fitzroy, which is an inner-city suburb in melbourne. the city buildings are almost close enough to touch from my balcony. It’s a gorgeous part of town – great architecture and street art, interesting galleries and bookshops, beautiful gardens, every possible permutation of cafe, wine bar, restaurant and pub… It’s five minutes walk from pretty much everywhere you’d ever want to go, and we’ve been taking advantage of that at every opportunity.

    Fitzroy’s temporary – my apartment is still being repaired, post flood. Probably three or four times a day I get the question ‘you must be looking forward to going home’. I always fumble with the answer. Truth is, I love where I am at the moment. And the other truth is, i’ve realised I have no idea what home is…

    My apartment, the one that was flooded, was the first place I’ve ever lived in which belonged to me. I grew up living in other people’s houses – rental properties, church properties. We moved every few years, into another ’somebody else’s house’. I was 37 before I lived somewhere that I had freedom to hang a picture where I wanted, or to paint a wall red – but I have no idea what to do with that freedom. I used the old picture hooks, and even now that I’m repainting we’re going with the same colour scheme that I moved into. I think that moving often, and never living in our own house has been great on one level – it’s made it much easier to survive a flood. The flip side is that I never quite learnt the skill of living like there might be a piece of the world I’m allowed to make mine. And I think there are a lot of people like me…

    I’ve always resonated most strongly with those who have found home isn’t where or what they thought it would be. I think that’s why I spend my life doing this kind of work, and it certainly describes the kind of people who most easily make their way into the things that we do. I was thinking about it all today, as I found a new way to walk into work. I wonder if it comes back to how we use maps. I don’t like a map that’s given to me to tell me where I am; I like making maps of where we might go… i don’t want a map of where I live; I want a map of how people find their life living here…

    All of that is a long story to point to this website. i really love that there are so many ways of looking at the world.

    this is what you do

    Friday, October 30th, 2009

    One of my colleagues, Andy Calder, is working on a project to create a public memorial for victims of road trauma… Andy’s had a long history of working in this area, and for the last few years he’s organised a public service for the family and friends of those who have died in road accidents. The next service is on November 15, at Parliament House.

    It was in a conversation between Jenny, who is the chaplain at the women’s prison, Andy and myself, that we realised it would be good to have a prayer that could be used in worship in prisons that week, particularly acknowledging those who are serving sentences for culpable driving or vehicular manslaughter. This prayer is in response to that.

    God,

    We have spent long enough wishing for things to be different.
    We know we cannot change what we have done.

    Today we pray we will learn to live with the truth of what is.

    We remember today those who we have hurt
    and the loved ones they have lost.

    we name them now silently to you…
    [light candles]

    God, we know we don’t have the power to make better the things that have been destroyed

    so we pray that you will do what you do
    – even where it seems impossible:

    that you will bring life into those places
    where there is now only despair,

    that you will breathe grace into hopelessness,
    and peace into fear.

    And we pray for ourselves:
    that when we are in denial you would speak the truth;
    and when we are paralysed by guilt or grief
    you would speak of forgiveness
    and give us the grace to live again.

    It seems we are asking the impossible, God
    but we know this is what you do.

    Amen.

    prisons and mental health

    Thursday, October 29th, 2009

    The Justice Unit have just produced a new action sheet on issues surrounding Mental Health and Victorian Prisons. This is one of the most heartbreaking issues I’ve encountered in the prisons – every visit holds another story of the failures of different government departments that have led to people’s lives being devastated. And we have just this one fragile life…

    The pdf offers some quick and easy actions that each of us can participate in. You can download it here: Mental Health and Victorian Prisons

    illumination

    Wednesday, October 28th, 2009

    I know this is early, but we wanted to get it up in time for people to distribute to networks.

    We’ve produced an advent candle lighting liturgy for congregations to use, with the hope of echoing the imagination of the prophets for a world created around restoration and justice.

    Please download, distribute, adapt and use as you would like…

    From week one:


    God of the Advent,

    Illuminate the world around us
    so that we will see the cracks and stains
    that mark the foundations of our community.

    We pray for courage to look for your coming,
    even though we know it will mean
    that we will never see the world
    with the same eyes
    again.

    Come, Lord, come

    Response: Let light fill Your world.

    Advent Candle Lighting – pdf

    not yet enough

    Tuesday, October 27th, 2009

    preliminary thinking for an event next year…

    i turned off the highway
    that went through the centre

    there was no forethought
    and no consultation

    just a moment’s decision
    with no going back.

    i would like to find myself here
    as the stories suggest
    but the truth is, i know only that I am
    as I always was
    lost.

    and I search for the romance,
    and glamour,
    for the epic tale of discovery
    to be heralded with statues
    and made into the object of history lessons -

    but my search just leaves me with blistered feet
    sunburnt skin
    and a naked soul.

    and giving up hope that i will be heard
    i whisper all that is left into the air:
    all desires condensed into one -
    to not be here

    and my words move through the air
    reflecting off unseen surfaces
    until they form a mocking inflection
    and wrap their tendrils around me;

    until the air itself
    echoes my prayer

    that is all there is

    and it’s not yet enough.

    -

    how beautiful is this?

    Friday, October 23rd, 2009

    Over the last year or so, we’ve noticed that the old blog has been creaking a little at the joints and coming apart a little at the seams… we’ve been making a plan, and today it’s come together…

    The design of this new site is all Claire’s work, and I’m so grateful to Mike, Dan and Vasko for making the mechanics work… I remember having an initial conversation with Claire about the new design where I was, typically, frightfully inarticulate. She listened to my faltering attempts to describe a feel, or a look – the kind of conversation where every sentence fades off to nothing, and in the end i confess I have no ideas at all – and then she came back with this. It was instantly, amazingly, perfect. Mike has miraculously put up with my impatience, and been incredibly good humoured throughout the whole process, even the most fraught bits of it! I only hope the content will live up to the gorgeousness of the site…

    I think it’s probably fairly self explanatory. The blog stands on its own… and then the different parts of the Hold This Space project have their own section. They’ll keep building up with downloads and images – what’s there now is only the beginning – which will mean resources that focus on a particular area will be much easier to find – christmas resources for worship in prison, for example, or downloads from workshops. You can subscribe to the main blog feed, or to each individual category feed if you’re only interested in the one area.

    I really hope you find it easier, and useful… All those years ago, when I started, I never imagined how integral this would be to what i do. So thanks for getting this far. I hope you’ll keep coming back.

    reclaiming religion

    Friday, October 23rd, 2009

    from Karen Armstrong:

    From almost the very beginning, men and women have repeatedly engaged in strenuous and committed religious activity. They evolved mythologies, rituals and ethical disciplines that brought them intimations of holiness that seemed in some indescribable way to enhance and fulfil their humanity. They were not religious simply because their myths and doctrines were scientifically or historically sound, because they sought information about the origins of the cosmos, or merely because they wanted a better life in the hereafter. They were not bludgeoned into faith by power-hungry priests or kings: indeed, religion often helped people to oppose tyranny and oppression of this kind. The point of religion was to live intensely and richly here and now. Religious people are ambitious. They want lives overflowing with significance. They have always desired to integrate with their daily lives the moments of rapture and insight that came to them in dreams, in their contemplation of nature, and in their intercourse with one another and with the animal world. Instead of being crushed and embittered by the sorrow of life, they sought to retain their peace and serenity in the midst of their pain. They yearned for the courage to overcome their terror of mortality; instead of being grasping and mean-spirited, they aspired to live generously, large-heartedly and justly and to inhabit every single part of their humanity. Instead of being a mere workaday cup, they wanted, as Confucius suggested, to transform themselves into a beautiful ritual vessel brimful of the sanctity that they were learning to see in life. They tried to honour the ineffable mystery they sensed in each human being and create societies that honoured the stranger, the alien, the poor and the oppressed. Of course they often failed. But overall they found that the disciplines of religion helped them to do all this.

    mission now forum

    Friday, October 23rd, 2009

    I’m speaking at the Mission Now forum on November 5, at St Michael’s here in the city. I spoke at one of these forums earlier in the year, introducing the concepts behind communal justice, and developing it as a framework for the church’s mission. The forums have continued the theme of communal justice throughout the year, exploring how it works in different parts of the church’s work: with mental health, indigenous issues, multicultural tensions, etc. This is the final forum of the year, and the intention of the day is to explore new language that will offer healing and restoration to the world… I think that’s a gentle way of saying ‘evangelism that doesn’t suck’.

    I’m part of a panel, and also presenting on the day. I’m going to use part of the epilogue to Karen Armstrong’s book, The case for God, as pre-reading for participants.

    The irony is, i’m less and less sure about the capacity of language and words to do anything… The argument about evangelism in the tradition I belong to has always been about the tension between words and actions [show them you're christian / tell them you're christian]. with the demographics i work with [including those in prison], neither is transformative, both seem strangely out of place. We have to find the third way.

    haven’t i done this theme to death already?

    Thursday, October 22nd, 2009

    wash me.

    wash me in the water
    that tells the story of life.

    wash me in the water that has soothed the ache
    quenched the thirst
    bathed the sore

    wash me in the water
    that has carved valleys
    from recalcitrant rocks
    and new landscapes
    out of the impossible
    and impermeable

    wash me in the water that has destroyed and created
    that holds the promise of living and dying
    in every drop

    wash me in the water that holds all history’s story

    wash me in the water
    so it will tell mine…

    tricksters, victors and (m)others

    Monday, October 19th, 2009

    I went to the opening of the Women in the Bible: Tricksters, Victors and (M)others* exhibition at the Jewish Museum of Australia last week. I was part of the reference group for the exhibition, although i confess i hardly made it to any of the meetings.

    The exhibition is wonderful. Rebecca Forgasz, the exhibition curator, has done an great job at pulling together a collection of art that explores, subverts, challenges and honours perceptions of women in the stories of faith. I particularly loved Heléne Aylon’s pieces, ‘The Book that will not close’ and ‘I look into the passages’ [and while you're wandering around Heléne's website, have a look at this video]. Sue Saxon’s piece, ‘Sarah and Hagar’ was also remarkable – an image made out of emu shell and layered with meaning… Some of the artworks were especially commissioned for the exhibition, others were collected from galleries across Australia – in particular the National Gallery of Australia, and the National Gallery of Victoria.

    I found it all unexpectedly moving. I think that was to do with the courage of artists who make themselves vulnerable to honour a truth, especially one that costs to say, and is hard to hear… and perhaps it reminded me, again, that resonance and like-mindedness has nothing to do with the language of one’s faith, and all to do with the longing for liberation, a way to live, a story to put ourselves alongside… Our journeys are completely different; the search is so often the same.

    There is also a public program of events that’s being held alongside the exhibition, including forums, performances, discussions.

    It’s on at the Jewish Museum of Australia, 26 Alma Rd St Kilda, until March 14 next year.

    [*How good is that name?!]

    myth and ritual; darkness and courage

    Tuesday, October 13th, 2009

    Yesterday and today have been reading days – the plan was to read a chapter or two of half a dozen books, just to start my thinking in a few different areas [i'm still on a very steep learning curve with this new role!]. Instead, i’ve found myself absolutely engrossed by Karen Armstrong’s latest book, The case for God, and haven’t moved past it.

    I’ve been thinking a lot recently about moments of transformation – we can’t create them, but we can make space where they might be possible… In the first chapter of Armstrong’s book, she walks us through a history of religion and ritual since humankind first existed, beginning with the rituals that shape pre-historic life. For the pre-modern person, myth only makes sense in the context of the ritual which brings it to life. It isn’t the myth that’s important, or even the truth behind it; instead what matters is the transformation caused by the ritual. It’s pointless knowing that death is intimately entangled with life if you don’t live as though that’s true. So, 30 000 years ago, a boy would crawl through a mile of underground labyrinthine passages – with no light, and to the terrifying sound effects of screaming and thumping – to find himself in a cave covered with paintings, where he would be introduced to the tribal rituals surrounding hunting, victory, death and birth… and there in the cave he wouldn’t just hear the stories; he would know them through a new lens of courage, because he’d had to find that courage simply to make it to the cave. And, when he left the cave and faced the inevitable terrors of the adult world, he would know where to find courage to live…

    ‘Like any work of art’ Armstrong says, ‘a myth will make no sense unless we open ourselves to it wholeheartedly and allow it to change us. If we hold ourselves aloof, it will remain opaque, incomprehensible and even ridiculous.’

    Which is the luxury and the peril of our time – that we can hold ourselves aloof from the myths of life and death…

    So how do we create the places where we can come face to face with fear and desolation… and where we practise courage for the moment we need it? It’s going to be fun trying… Perhaps the turbine hall at the Tate Modern is an example… the last two paragraphs of the Guardian’s review make me want to get back on a plane and go visit…

    should cockroaches appear

    Friday, October 9th, 2009

    It was lovely to see Mark Pierson over breakfast this morning. Kurt Vonnegut’s eight rules for writing a short story came up in the conversation:

    1. Use the time of a total stranger in such a way that he or she will not feel the time was wasted.
    2. Give the reader at least one character he or she can root for.
    3. Every character should want something, even if it is only a glass of water.
    4. Every sentence must do one of two things – reveal character or advance the action.
    5. Start as close to the end as possible.
    6. Be a sadist. No matter how sweet and innocent your leading characters, make awful things happen to them – in order that the reader may see what they are made of.
    7. Write to please just one person. If you open a window and make love to the world, so to speak, your story will get pneumonia.
    8. Give your readers as much information as possible as soon as possible. To hell with suspense. Readers should have such complete understanding of what is going on, where and why, that they could finish the story themselves, should cockroaches eat the last pages.

    from Bagombo Snuff Box: Uncollected Short Fiction

    It was number 7 Mark and I were talking about; create spaces with just one person in mind…

    I think they might be the framework for my next workshop on sacred spaces / alt worship… I’d rewrite 6 [acknowledge that awful things already happen to people...] and 8 [give participants as much grace as possible, as soon as possible, and let them write the end of the story themselves...].